Chapter Tags: drinking, mentions of prostitution, major angst, mentions of death, mentions of cheating

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The King’s Blessing Masterlist

Dean’s POV

Dean’s head is foggy as he tries to blink his eyes open. But his head is pounding, and everything sounds so loud. Even the rustle of the bedsheets and the very distant bustle of people in the streets below are too loud for the prince. He groans as he tries to sit up, but immediately abandons that pursuit and lays back down, covering his eyes with his arm to block out the light. He should probably do something today that doesn’t involve drinking his way through half of Campbell’s alcohol collection. But drinking is the only thing that numbs the pain and stops him thinking about that night a week ago, the eve of his wedding. 

ā€œYou should go,ā€ Y/N sighs, biting her bottom lip, looking up at him through her lashes. 

ā€œBut I don’t want to,ā€ Dean tells her, frowning slightly and making her giggle. 

ā€œYou shouldn’t be here, Dean, it’s the eve of our wedding,ā€ she reminds him. 

Dean rolls his eyes and chuckles. ā€œAlright, fine, I’ll go,ā€ he relents. ā€œBut not before I get a kiss from the Princess of Elming.ā€ 

Y/N rolls her eyes in mock annoyance, but Dean can tell she’s secretly happy with the condition of his leaving, and steps forward. 

ā€œIf God punishes us for this, I’m blaming you,ā€ she tells him, glaring at him playfully. 

ā€œNah, me and the Lord are good, he likes me,ā€ Dean teases, reaching out and pulling her close. 

He leans down and presses his lips to hers, and she kisses back, relaxing into the kiss immediately, lifting her arms and wrapping them around his neck. Dean’s arms wind around her body, keeping her as close as he can get her. 

As they pull apart, Y/N presses her forehead to his, and she takes a deep breath. Dean smiles softly to himself, hardly able to believe his luck that he gets to marry this girl tomorrow. Her kisses still send pulses through his veins and make his stomach twist and turn and flutter. He’ll never admit that, of course; men – especially princes – aren’t supposed to feel those sorts of things. And if they do, he’s never heard one speak of it out loud. 

ā€œI cannot wait until you’re my wife,ā€ he tells her quietly, blushing at his own admission. ā€œAnd  definitely can’t wait for tomorrow night.ā€ 

ā€œWhy?ā€ Y/N asks, genuinely curious. 

Dean frowns for a second and then smirks a little. ā€œWhen we finally get to… consummate the marriage,ā€ he offers. 

ā€œOh,ā€ Y/N replies as she steps back out of his embrace. ā€œOf course.ā€ 

ā€œWhat’s wrong?ā€ Dean asks, frowning. ā€œYou were excited for that before,ā€ he reminds her, trying to step closer to her once more. ā€œYou don’t want to lay with me?ā€ 

ā€œYou’ll be my husband, of course I’ll lay with you, it’ll be my duty as your wife,ā€ she tells him. 

ā€œBut do you want to?ā€ Dean prompts, getting more and more concerned. 

ā€œI want to be the best wife to you, Dean,ā€ she tells him, avoiding a direct reply. 

ā€œY/N, answer my question,ā€ he insists. 

Y/N hugs herself, looking around her chambers, and then starts to worry her bottom lip, and Dean can see that she’s a little nervous about something. He watches her head over to the wine in the corner of her room, and Dean realises he’s never known Y/N to willingly choose to drink wine unless served it or invited to drink it by someone else. But she pours herself a glass and takes a sip. 

ā€œWhat if it hurts?ā€ she wonders, looking down at her glass and nowhere near him. ā€œWhat if it was as awful as with the king?ā€ 

ā€œHey, my love,ā€ Dean rushes to her side, reaching out to hold her arm. ā€œIt’ll be nothing like that day, I promise,ā€ he reassures her, ā€œwe’ll go slow, and I’ll be careful, and if it’s too painful, we can stop.ā€ 

ā€œWhat if I can never service you in the way a wife should?ā€ she asks, looking up at him with tears in her eyes. ā€œWhat if I can’t do it and you grow tired of me and you find someone else to love, what if I can’t bear your children because of it?ā€ 

ā€œWe’ll work it out,ā€ Dean insists. ā€œAnd I could never grow tired of you, Y/N.ā€ Y/N looks away, the tears now trickling down her cheeks. ā€œI love you more and more each day, and sure… I’m excited to finally lay with you, but only because I want to share that connection with you, I want to finally experience it the way God intended it to be.ā€ 

ā€œDo you think I’ll be better with you?ā€ she asks. ā€œDo you think God was punishing me for lying with a man who was not my husband by making it hurt like that?ā€ 

ā€œWho knows what God does,ā€ Dean scoffs, making her giggle slightly as well. ā€œBut he can’t be all that mad, because he is still intending us to be together, and there’s no better blessing than that.ā€ 

Y/N grins widely, her tears now gone and she nods her head. ā€œOne more kiss before I’m your wife?ā€ she suggests, ā€œthen you really should leave my chambers, Prince Dean, I need sleep to make sure I’m beautiful for tomorrow.ā€ 

ā€œYou’re beautiful enough,ā€ Dean insists, ā€œbut I can’t say no to one more kiss.ā€ 

Before their lips can touch once more, there’s a knock at Y/N’s chamber doors, and she looks over at him with wide, fearful eyes, before frantically looking around the room for a place for Dean to hide. 

ā€œWhat’s the matter?ā€ Dean chuckles softly to himself at the pure panic on his beloved’s face. 

ā€œYou’re not supposed to be in here,ā€ she reminds him, continuing to look around. 

Dean decides to put her out of her frenzy, and figures that hiding the other side of her bed will suffice. As soon as he settles into place, Y/N clears her throat and calls for whoever is on the other side to enter. 

ā€œYour highness,ā€ one of the chambermaids speaks up. ā€œThe king has requested your presence in his chambers.ā€ 

ā€œTonight?ā€ Y/N asks, a surprised tone in her voice. Dean frowns to himself, staring at a singular spot on the floor he’s laying on. 

ā€œRight away, your highness.ā€ 

ā€œOkay, can you fetch me a dress to wear? I can’t see him in these clothes,ā€ Y/N replies simply. 

ā€œOf course, my lady, right away.ā€ 

The door closes, and Dean peers over the bed to see the coast is clear.

ā€œWhy does father want to see you at this late hour?ā€ Dean wonders out loud. 

ā€œI don’t know, but I guess I’ll find out. You should leave,ā€ she tells him, suddenly a lot more withdrawn than she had been. 

ā€œSure,ā€ Dean replies dejectedly. ā€œI guess I’ll see you tomorrow, at the altar.ā€ 

ā€œOkay,ā€ she nods, turning away from him and heading towards the wine once more.

Dean watches her for a moment, and then sighs, turning and leaving her chambers before it’s too late. 

Dean’s too nervous to sleep. He paces his chambers with a glass of wine, thinking about why the king wishes to meet with his beloved at such a late hour, and in his own chambers. And every time he tries to not think about that, telling himself he trusts Y/N and that there’s not much he can do about it until tomorrow, anyway, he instead thinks about the coming day. He tries to imagine how Y/N will look, what her dress will be like and how they’ll style her hair. He can see her walking down the aisle towards him in his mind’s eye, and he smiles, but then it’s ripped away as soon as he remembers where she is right now. He has to go, he has to find out what his father wants from her.

Dean leaves his chambers, realising he’s a little more drunk than he thought he’d be, and walks the halls towards his father’s chambers, seeing the two guards standing on the outside. 

ā€œThe king has company, he doesn’t wish to be disturbed,ā€ the one tells him. 

ā€œI’m not going to disturb him, I’m just waiting for my betrothed,ā€ Dean argues. The guard doesn’t argue back, so Dean remains quiet, realising he’s swaying ever so slightly on his feet. 

But when he concentrates hard enough he thinks he can hear them. His father’s voice is just a low drone through the thick wooden doors, until Dean focuses and closes his eyes, and then he hears Y/N’s voice, crystal clear.

ā€œHow do you wish me to service you, my king?ā€ 

Dean swallows hard, frowning deeper. 

ā€œWith your mouth first,ā€ his father replies, and the second Dean makes for the door, both guards extend their arms and stop him. 

Dean shrugs them off and glares at them, deciding it’s best he doesn’t go into the room and kill his traitorous bride to be, and father on the eve of his wedding, anyway. He turns away and heads back to his chamber, desperate for more wine, maybe wine will clear his head, stop him thinking about Y/N altogether. How is he supposed to marry her in the morning if she’s running to his father’s chambers to service him, when she’s only supposed to service Dean – her husband? Does she even want to lay with him? She made such a big fuss out of it earlier that night Dean can’t be sure. She didn’t seem to make any fuss for her king. Dean’s head is spinning as he locks himself in his chambers and hopes there’s enough wine to see him through to a plan.

Dean eventually gets himself upright, prompting the redhead at his side to grumble and roll onto her front, and he grimaces slightly as he gets flashes of the night before and how he’d managed to convince the whore beside him to waver any charges for their night together, spilling his guts with his sob story about his bride that wasn’t faithful and the terrible night he discovered so, followed by yet even more bad news. 

But he tries not to think about the bad news that followed, tries to drown that out with whatever dregs of alcohol lie at the bottom of the wine bottle still at his bedside. 

ā€œGood morning, your majesty.ā€ 

He feels lips press to the back of his shoulder and glances over it to see the redhead is now awake, pressing herself up behind him. 

ā€œYou know I’m not a king,ā€ he reminds her, shaking the wine bottle to find it’s finally empty. 

ā€œYet,ā€ she giggles. ā€œBesides, you’re the most important person in Campbell right now,ā€ she purrs, settling a little higher on her knees. ā€œAnd I’m happy to serve you any way you please.ā€ Her hands rub over the front of his chest and down his naked torso. ā€œI think I proved that last night.ā€ 

ā€œYou’re confident for someone in a prince’s presence,ā€ Dean notes, feeling a little fragile from the night before, and now he’s not so drunk, the redhead’s presence isn’t so much comforting as it is irritating. 

Every time he thinks of the girl who should now be his wife he feels a little sick, and there’s a heavy sadness in his chest Dean’s never felt before; the guilt of what he’s doing now he’s away from the Kingdom of Lawrence doesn’t help, either. But he’s no longer betrothed to Y/N. So the guilt is redundant, he knows that. Instead he should feel jealousy; jealous that his father got what was meant to be his. 

At the thought of his father, Dean’s stomach clenches and the sadness only grows heavier in his chest, as he thinks back to the last time he spoke with him. 

ā€œWhat do you want, father?ā€ Dean grunts. ā€œFinished with my whore of a betrothed?ā€ 

But Dean’s anger disperses when he sees the tears in John’s eyes. Dean has never witnessed the king cry before, and he’s not sure how he’s supposed to react. 

ā€œCan I come in, son?ā€ John chokes out. 

Dean silently steps to one side and watches his father enter his chambers, looking around quietly for a moment, making Dean feel more and more nervous. 

ā€œWhat’s the matter?ā€ Dean asks hesitantly. 

The king finally turns to face his eldest son and swallows thickly. 

ā€œSit down, Dean,ā€ he orders softly, making his own way to Dean’s couch to take a seat. ā€œBring some wine with you.ā€ 

Dean does as he’s told, forgetting all about his anger towards his father and bride, and pouring two large glasses of wine to bring to his father as he sits beside him. 

ā€œNot many people know this, but your mother was sick,ā€ John begins. ā€œA sickness no medicines or potions could cure,ā€ he goes on. 

Dean frowns, wondering how he could be so naive and oblivious to something like that. His mother never looked or seemed sick. 

ā€œShe’s gone, Dean, I’m sorry.ā€ 

ā€œGone?ā€ Dean presses, sitting back slightly. ā€œWhat do you mean gone?ā€ 

ā€œDead,ā€ John chokes out. 

ā€œWhat?ā€ Dean swallows, the word echoing around his brain. He feels sick, suddenly, like he might throw up at their feet. 

ā€œI can’t… I don’t know what to do son,ā€ John admits, ā€œyou’re to be married tomorrow, and your mother is to be buried, and someone needs to tell your grandparents the news of their daughter. And I need a new queenā€¦ā€ he trails off. 

ā€œIs that why Y/N was in your quarters tonight?ā€ Dean asks, frowning. 

ā€œWhat?ā€ John presses, and then he pauses and licks his lips, taking a deep breath. 

ā€œWere you asking her to marry you, to replace my mother?ā€ 

Dean’s not sure what he feels first about the idea, jealousy or disgust. He knows that the kingdom is vulnerable without a queen by the king’s side, but the thought of John already thinking about his mother’s replacement the night of her death seems too sudden. And the idea of Dean’s betrothed – the love of his life – being that replacement is almost too much to handle. 

ā€œSon, I need a queen,ā€ John sighs. ā€œShe’s the only one suitable at such short notice, and she was happy to accept the proposal.ā€ 

Dean scoffs, shaking his head as he bolts to his feet. ā€œThis is fucking ridiculous.ā€ 

ā€œSonā€“ā€ 

ā€œYou know what, father? Take her… she’s a fucking whore anyway. You need someone to go to Campbell? I’ll do it, I don’t want to stick around and see this nightmare anyway.ā€ 

Dean’s jaw clenches hard and John sighs, and rises to stand too. ā€œSon, I loved your mother, but I have duties as a king.ā€ 

ā€œFuck you. Fuck you both. Don’t expect me to come back.ā€ 

9 responses to “The King’s Blessing | Chapter Twelve”

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    1. Stac avatar
      Stac

      The timing is too coincidental Dean! Come on!

      1. Bee || neganslucilletblr avatar

        We love idiot dean šŸ„“šŸ˜‚

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    Anonymous

    I really can’t wait to see Dean and the reader to meet up again

    1. Bee || neganslucilletblr avatar

      It’ll be quite the reunion 🄰

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    Anonymous

    Nooooooi. No. No. Nope. How can he even THINK we want that?! We. Need. You. Dean. #JohnIsADouche

  4. pink-sparkly-witch | Tina avatar
    pink-sparkly-witch | Tina

    😭😭😭😭😭😭

    And that, my friends, is how you break my heart… by breaking Dean’s.

    My hatred has become detestation. I absolutely abhor ā€œKingā€ John and I cannot WAIT for his comeuppance.

  5. Gina avatar

    Heartbroken Dean is also very blind to the obvious.

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