Addiction – Part One

He’s a habit you can’t kick, a craving you can’t curb; Soldier Boy might’ve been the reason you broke, but now he’s the very reason you’re being held together with rubber bands.

Part Warnings: non con, crying during sex, pain during sex, mentions of physical injury from non con, prescription drug abuse, heavy drug use, drug addiction, non con voyeurism, PTSD, flashbacks of non con during a consensual scene, inability to orgasm due to trauma

Part WC: 2963

A/Ns: This fic not only deals with rape in a very graphic way, but it also deals with the aftermath of such in an also extremely graphic way. This includes PTSD, inability to orgasm due to trauma, self hate, self disgust, processing trauma by developing unhealthy desires towards the attacker, and more. Please don’t read this if any of that will upset or trigger you. This fic accidentally turned into quite the therapy piece for me, sorry about that.

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    😭😭😭 it was Frenchie?? Fuck now my heart hurts more he’s so precious.

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