Summary: Y/N thinks she’s a big girl. Dean thinks she needs to learn some big girl lessons. 

Rating: 18+ (Dark fic)

Pairing: Demon!Dean x Reader

Tags: brief underage!reader, non con, extreme degradation and humiliation, mentions of child abuse, sexualising victim shame/blame, using daddy issues as a kink, crying during sex, kinda dub-con in places, 0 self worth, withdrawal of consent, abandonment issues, handjob, blowjob, p in v

WC: 2.4K

A/Ns: For me, personally, this is the darkest thing I’ve ever written. I sexualised A LOT of my personal traumas in this fic to try and cope with the overwhelming negative emotions and thoughts I still sometimes get. (I basically wrote my traumas into smut to try and cope with them.) Dean personifies a very deep rooted, conditioned thought pattern for me. At the point of writing this, I’m not even sure if I’ll ever let this see the light of day. But if you’re reading this, it means I decided to share. Special warning to anyone who may have sexual abuse/abandonment trauma, this could be extremely triggering for you, please proceed with caution. 

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